Tests of faith. Focus - the magic word.

My life so far has proved me that a road without obstacles leads to nowhere. There is alwys something nasty happening when you're heading in the right direction. All kind of stuff that have as purpose to ruin your focus and in the end to make you quit.

I know that all the weird unexplainable things happened lately, during my preparation for running for President, were definetly part of such a test. Anyway, I'm very glad that with all the nasty stuff that happenned I didn't loose my focus and I got where I wanted to get for so long - I was elected as President of AIESEC Tirgu Mures.

Focus is a very important part of my established winning equation of 2006 (FOCUS + BALANCE + CARE = RESULTS) and I am definetly not giving up on it. It is also an element I will guide myself after while leading the people of AIESEC Tirgu Mures. I KNOW that this is gonna be a great year for us. I CAN FEEL IT!!

And talking about focus I must wake up very early tomorrow as I am leaving for Bucharest so I am gonna focus on that, stop writing and go to sleeep. :))

Focused,

Marius.

Attention all female personnel...

I have an important communicate for you: I have just re-entered the bachelor's world. So, ladies I suggest you beware of this gorgeous and unexpected opportunity called me breaking up with (who is now my ex) girlfriend.

To have a better idea of what is waiting for you: many girls say I am rather intelligent and funny guy, some of them even me consider me a quite interesting, charming individual. Some of them think I am a very handsome ... yet there are some very few of those! :D

Some women can get pretty enthusiastic while listening to me smoothly singing and playing guitar, some say they are actually attracted by me while noticing I'm NOT the type of man you can control or push around but they kind of loose that when I don't call them 20 times a day.

And here comes the strongest recommendation, my key selling point: some of them say that they fall in love with me. Now we're not kiting anymore. This is serious some might say that she would wait for ever only to enjoy again an hour of my company, my kiss and perhaps other more juicy stuff. But most attention to these ones as they dump me with very poor explanations immediately after saying that :D

Now I'll be charging my cellphone battery and emptying my mailbox because I'm waiting for your dating requests!! :D Anyone, anyone...?

No point in getting dumped if you can't have a little fun!

Marius.

Destiny - NOT just some lyrics

Two or three years ago I was feeling like a guy with a lot of potential, but who will never be able to enoy the benefits of that that. A guy that will never find some kind of path in order to gets where he wants and that he will fail big time. That I will be the guy that people would talk about as the perfect example as a smart person that ended up being a nobody.

I was simply stuck inside insecure feelings. Those feelings made turn into someone very insecure and most of all there were times I couldn't see anything in me that could be appreciated by the others.

Then I stopped lookin' to what the others wanted from me and no matter that it turned out good or bad I always did what I believed was right and not what the people around me thought was right. I only did what I thought that would help that potential grow and most of all I did what I thought would make me happy in the end. I followed my passions and I did whatever I wanted without caring what the others said.

Since then, there have been lots of failures, lots of depressions but there were also moments of success, lots of them. Moments that make you feel that you're definetly doing something right, moments that give you the feeling you could do anything. These kind of moments make now the reason of my existence.

Those moments are some of the things that made regain my confidence and self esteem. Those moments gave me the belief that no matter what, I have the power to do something good with my life and that I won't end up being a nobody. Right now I feel very confident that I can do anything I want and that I am free to do it.

I know that if I didn't run for president in AIESEC Tirgu Mures, I could easily get a good job or I could start my own band or cultivate other passions that I have.

Whatever will be, it will be fine; even if I won't be elected. I know now that everything happens for a reason and that no one can leave for me, no one can see the things I see, I walk this road, no one can tell me how to be. It's my destiny!

Marius.